Getting Really Passionate About Stuff
Ok so I know in my last blog post I wrote that during this summer I just really haven't been motivated to write or had things to write about, but since I wrote that post I've had this really great urge to write. It didn't even have to be about something specific (though this post is) I just really wanted to talk about something/anything/everything!
So something really devastating could potentially happen in my town. My favorite store, Hastings, which is like a book, movie, music, game store could be going out of business if they don't get a buyer by the end of this month. When I heard this news, my heart sunk out of chest, down my legs, out of my toes, and into the sewer. Ok, that was a bit exaggerated by you see what I mean. I grew up running around Hastings because my mom worked there when I was younger and it's one of my friends, siblings, and my favorite places to hang out. Because of this potential closing, the store is starting to have a lot of really good sales. My mom and I, being the bookworms that we are, went to Hastings the other day because they had all clearance books on sale for 75 cents and all used books were 3 for $10! We couldn't resist and between the two of us we got 29 books. I know that makes us sound so nerdy, which we are a little bit, but neither of us had gone book shopping in a realllly long time. Especially not shopping where you actually just go in and spend a couple hours really looking through all of the options. And so we did just that.
With my job in the snowcone stand, I have an unreal amount of downtime. There is only so much cleaning you can do in that small trailer before it becomes obsessive and there are times when I won't get a customer for an hour or so. I have to fill my time by doing something and so I read. This started during my first summer working in the snowcone stand because my dad and I made a contest to see who could read more books during the summer. I ended up reading 14 books that summer and I think my dad only read 6. So far this summer I finished Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, which I started last summer and didn't have time to read during the school year, and have read four other books. Three of those were new ones I got from the sale at Hastings.
I always forget how much I love to read until I get into what I call a book binge. During the school year, I have trouble reading leisure books because I have so many assigned readings to do. I don't like to read more than one book at a time because I don't like to risk mixing up the stories. I like to be fully invested in one book from start to finish. Starting my summer book binge this year though has made me do a lot of thinking. The fact of the matter is that books make me emotional. Like, 2007 Britney Spears emotional. I read James Patterson's Maximum Ride Forever, which is the for real (at least I think, you never know with James Patterson) last book in the series and when I finished it, I walked into my mom's room, groaned loudly, clutched my heart, and flopped on her bed. Sure it might have been dramatic but my heart had been pulled in 47 different directions and I just could not handle it.
Starting my summer book binge has also got me thinking about being passionate about things. Do you ever get that feeling, when you're super super passionate about something and your chest just kind of swells up and kind of starts aching? Or someone mentions a fandom that you are a part of and you get the deer-in-headlights look and your ears perk up? Books make me feel so passionate about reading, about the characters, the story line, and everything in between. I am such an invested reader and it's like when I start reading a book, I become encased in a bubble and only the story that is playing out in the book is what's important. Lately, I've been feeling passionate toward a lot of things including, reading, music, my favorite shows, community service, human rights, and animals. It's like my heart and brain have joined together to create some kind of emotional overload that my body can hardly handle! I know that probably sounds super weird, but I think that as I get older, I learn to appreciate things more and embrace my quirks for what I love.
So if you've learned anything from this blog post it's that I'm a super nerd and I really enjoy talking about the things that I love. ~Em