Friday, June 30, 2017

May/June Book Wrap Up/Reviews

Book Wrap Up and Reviews for May and June

I can't remember if I already wrote about my summer book binge, but it is in full swing! I have spent the majority of my time off from work reading books and watching YouTube videos about book hauls! So far, I have read ten books this summer and am about a third of the way through my 11th one. I thought I would share with you my thoughts on the books so if you guys are looking for something to read then you may have some suggestions! Just to preface this post, these books were all from my big book purchase when Hastings went out of business back in October, so I don't really have any recent releases on my list. I read mostly YA contemporaries, fantasy, and psychological thrillers. These are just my personal thoughts and opinions about these books and I hope you find them helpful if you are looking for a new read! 

Flabbergasted by Ray Blackston

This book was very different from the books I normally tend to read. It was a Christian contemporary about a stock broker named Jay who moves to a new state for his job. He ends up joining a church's singles group with the hopes of finding a new girl. He begins to fall for a missionary girl named Allie after being invited along to a singles retreat to the beach. He starts to question what his relationship with God is and after a near-death experience, he decides that he wants to give his life to Christ. After only being at his new job for a few months, Jay gets offered a really huge promotion to New York. He is conflicted about going to this new job because he wants to see Allie in Ecuador where she has been doing missions work for a little while. I won't spoil the ending for you, but Jay has to make a big decision that I definitely did not see coming! It was a cute book and a really good one to start the summer out on. Rating: 6/10

The Patterns of Paper Monsters by Emma Rathbone

I loved this book! It was incredibly intriguing for me and I read it super fast because I couldn't put it down. The book is styled as a journal by a teen boy named Jacob who has been put into a juvenile correctional facility for trying to rob a gas station. He is trying his best to just go through his days without causing any problems because he just wants to get out and pretty much just wants to be left alone while he is doing his time in the facility. The food is terrible, the classes are boring, and the environment is sterile and unpleasant. The only person who is making his time better is a girl named Andrea, but he doesn't get to see her often at all. When a new guy is admitted who seems more strange and messed up than all the other delinquents in the facility, Jacob has to decide whether he believes anything this guy says or if his plans are a bunch of baloney. The ending to this book was so surprising! I loved the writing style of this author and this was her debut novel! It was so real, a little bit raunchy, and with it being written like a journal, I think it made the book more emotional and relatable. Rating: 9/10

Wicked Sweet by Mar'ce Merrell

Best friends Chantal and Jillian are going into the summer before their senior year of high school and are planning on it being the best one yet. Each summer prior to this one, the two friends have made plans for some epic summer project to work on. This year though, Jillian gets a boyfriend and it puts a lot of tension between the two friends. Little do Jillian and Chantal know, Jillian's new boyfriend, Parker, and his best friend Will have made a bet that Parker can kiss Jillian before Will can kiss Chantal. Chantal finds out about the bet and plots to get revenge on Will for kissing her and messing with her and Jillian's friendship. Chantal really discovers her true self throughout the novel and it was a cute coming of age story. I didn't love this book, but it was an interesting story and definitely had some funny moments. Rating: 6/10

Riding Out the Storm by Claudia Jones

In this book, a girl named Emily nearly drowns in her school's pool after never previously being afraid of swimming and being a good swimmer. After this experience, Emily starts having nightmares where she is drowning, but not in her school's pool. Her family takes her to a therapist who suggests having regression therapy done. The therapy reveals that in a past life, Emily was a guy named Michael who drowned during a storm. Emily has to come to terms with this idea and has so many questions that she decides to locate Michael's remaining family and get some answers. I had never read a book with a concept like this and I really loved it! In my opinion, the first half of the book was a lot better than the second half. I kind of think that the author revealed that Emily had a past life too soon, because the majority of the second half of the book is pretty slow paced with Emily looking for closure and trying to find answers from Michael's family. Overall though, I thoroughly enjoyed this book. Rating: 8/10

Stained by Cheryl Rainfield

This book was so dark and had me on the edge of my seat and it was thrilling in the scariest of ways. Sarah is a teen who was born with a port-wine stain on her face and she has grown up hating it all of her life. On the day that she is supposed to get treatments that will reduce and eventually clear her skin of her port-wine stain, her father finds out that 100,000 dollars has been embezzled from his business and they cannot afford to do the treatments until they figure out what has happened with the money. After this happens and Sarah is incredibly bummed out about not being able to get the treatments, she is being bullied on her way home from school. Sarah's dad's assistant acts like he is trying to help her, but then drugs and kidnaps her. Sarah is not the first person that this man has kidnapped and she ends up being gone for 4 months. The kidnapper brings Sarah food and water to keep her alive, but also rapes her and tells her that he loves her and keeps trying to teach her these "lessons" about how she had been using her family because of her deformity and that nobody really loves her. Sarah is able to escape one day and the twist ending had my heart gripped in knots and was totally unexpected. This book is definitely not for people who are triggered by kidnapping and rape, but it ends up being a beautiful story about self acceptance that I really appreciated. Rating: 9/10

The Corner of Bitter and Sweet by Robin Palmer

Annabelle is a teen whose mom is a famous actress. For a while, Annabelle and her mom were living a fairly high end life. They had a designer home that was featured in magazines, they got to attend Oscar parties and other amazing award ceremonies, and overall just a pretty great life. However, Annabelle's mom falls into drugs and alcoholism and literally lets her life begin to waste away. After a DUI that ends with her in jail, Annabelle's mom has to go to rehab and completely turns her life around. When she is about to leave rehab, they find out that Annabelle's mom's finance manager has embezzled a lot of money from them and they must move into a small apartment because they can no longer live in their lavish home. Throughout this hard time in Annabelle's life, she uses photography as her one thing that her mother is not involved in and that she can separate herself with. After Annabelle plots to get her mom into a really big new movie, the mother daughter duo must move across the country and sort of start a new life there during the filming. Annabelle meets new people and kind of learns how to accept and understand change in her life. I liked this book for its realness and for portraying drugs and alcoholism well. Rating: 7/10

Missing Abby by Lee Weatherly

This book was an interesting twist on a missing person story. The main character named Emma was bullied at a school that she went to before because she was interested in fantasy worlds and make believe with her friend Abby. After one particularly bad bullying instance, Emma decides to distance herself from Abby and moves to a new school. She makes new friends and has a change of personality sort of. Almost a year later, Emma finds out that Abby has gone missing and realizes that she is the last person that saw Abby, in an accidental run in at the bus stop. Emma feels guilty for Abby's disappearance and believes that it may have been her fault that she ran away. Emma ends up teaming up with Abby's new friends to find Abby and things do not turn out as expected. I liked this book because it did not have a cliche ending or story line for a missing person story. I really liked how the book ended and enjoyed the read. Rating: 6/10

InZanesville by Jo Ann Beard

Set in the 70s, the nameless narrator and her best friend Felicia are both late bloomers and just want to be like the other girls around them. They want to interact with boys, be popular, and just feel like they fit in. They both have messy home lives and use each other to escape their problems. Their parents however think that the other is a bad influence after the girls keep getting detention on purpose to talk to boys. One day the girls are invited to a sleepover with a bunch of the school's cheerleaders. Felicia is skeptical about this party but the narrator is very excited. The party ends up tearing the narrator and Felicia apart for a little while but come together in the end because they realize the value of each other's friends. I'm not gonna lie. I hated this book. I don't like to say that I hate something, but there were a lot of problems with this book for me. First, I felt like there was not a structured plot. It just kind of jumped around all over the place and I had a hard time paying attention to it. Secondly, the book is set in the 70s and I didn't understand some of the references, but also I don't think that the author really stuck with the time period. I just could not enjoy this book and it was definitely my least favorite book I have read this summer. Rating: 4/10

Orbiting Jupiter by Gary D. Schmidt

Y'all. This book. This book right here. This book was AMAZING. It is the shortest book I have read this summer, sitting right at 183 pages, and when I picked it up, I thought that it would just be a short little book that I would not get super invested in. Boy was I wrong. I read this book in probably 45 minutes-1 hour because it was just that good. The book is about a boy named Jack whose family takes in a delinquent foster child named Joseph who has a messy past. Joseph got a girl pregnant when he and the girl were both 13 years old. The girl's parents get a restraining order on Joseph and he gets sent to a correctional facility. Joseph was abused by his father in the past and because of that and his obsession with finding his daughter, Jupiter, he is pretty aggressive. The story revolves around Joseph learning how to become a part of a family that actually loves him and treats him right and his efforts to find his daughter. The story was captivating and beautiful and the ending was so unexpected. In fact, it was so unexpected that it broke my heart in the last 8 PAGES! I highly, highly recommend this book. It was phenomenal! Rating: 10/10

Knife Music by David Carnoy

A 16-year-old girl named Kristen is involved in a car accident where she ruptures her spleen and has to have it removed. The surgery goes well and she continues on with her life. However, about six months after the accident, Kristen has killed herself and her mom finds her diary in which she writes that she had consensual sex with the doctor that performed her surgery. Kristen and her best friend had been drinking that night at a party and went to Dr. Cogan's house because Kristen was acting really weird and they couldn't take her to the hospital because if their parents found out they would be in a ton of trouble. The book goes back and forth between Dr. Cogan's point of view, who knows that he is innocent and is trying to find out how to prove it, and the lead investigator's point of view, who just wants to find out what happened. I definitely did not expect the outcome that happened and it was a very interesting turn of events. Rating: 8/10 

~Em

Sunday, June 18, 2017

Celebrating In Northwest Arkansas

Celebrating In Northwest Arkansas

My birthday is this coming Thursday, June 22nd! I will be a whole two decades old! Since my dad is leaving for China on Wednesday, we decided to celebrate my birthday and Father's Day yesterday in Northwest Arkansas, because I have a bunch of family that lives up there and there are a lot more entertaining things to do up there. We ended up going to the Crystal Bridges art museum in Bentonville, because my sisters and I had never been before. I haven't always had an appreciation for art but as I get older I truly love observing the magnificence that is art. I love looking at the close attention to detail and admiring the patience that artists have to put into their work. After that we ate dinner at one of my all time favorite restaurants, P.F. Chang's! I had Crispy Green Beans for an appetizer and my favorite dish, which is Kung Pao Chicken. My sisters and I then went to Candy Craze to stock up on some candy before we got back on the road to go home! Some of my favorite gifts that I got from that side of my family were a gift card to thriftbooks.com, which is an amazing website I recently found out about that has used books for sale for really good prices, and seasons 4 and 6 of Adventure Time on DVD. I'm not really sure how I had season 5 for I got 4 but now I have all of the seasons that are available on DVD! It was nice to see my family that lives in NWA because I don't get to see them very often anymore and we always have a great time when we are together. Anyway, that's all I wanted to post about for now! Thanks for continuing to read my posts! ~Em

Tuesday, June 13, 2017

Cruelty Free Products: A Must For Me

Cruelty Free Products

Realizing that many of the products you use every day are tested on animals is absolutely devastating. Especially for someone like me who wants to take home every stray animal I see on the side of the road and who can't go to the animal shelter without crying because I feel for all of the animals who do not have forever homes. I have always been aware that animal testing is something that I am against wholeheartedly, but it wasn't until recently that I realized that most of the products I use are in fact by companies that test their products on animals. My sisters A and O and I were heartbroken when we found out how many of our products that we use on a daily basis are not cruelty-free. I have decided to commit to only buying cruelty free products from now on. It makes my heart feel much better when I am not supporting companies that test their products on animals. I figured I would list below some of my products that I have/was using before deciding to make the switch! I am going to be finishing the products before I buy new cruelty free ones, since that is what I have and I don't want to waste them. I will also list below the cruelty free products that I have already been using for a while and the ones I am planning to test out after I run out of what I have. 


Shampoo/Conditioner

Not Cruelty Free: L'Oreal Ever Pure Rosemary Moisture Shampoo and Conditioner (the weird thing about this one is that it claims to be a vegan shampoo and conditioner, however the company is not cruelty-free.)
Cruelty Free I will be trying next: Shea Moisture Jamaican Black Castor Oil Strengthen, Grow, and Restore Shampoo and Conditioner

Body Wash

Not Cruelty Free: Bath and Body Works Body Washes
Cruelty Free I will be trying next: Shea Moisture Body Wash

Foundation

Not Cruelty Free: Rimmel London Match Perfection in 100 (120) Ivory
Cruelty Free I Have: Kat Von D Lock-It Tattoo Foundation in Light 45, Wet N Wild Photofocus Foundation in Soft Ivory, Younique Mineral Touch Foundation in Velour

Powder

Not Cruelty Free: Covergirl cgsmoothers Pressed Powder in Translucent Light
Cruelty Free I Have: Coty Airspun Powder in Translucent Extra Coverage, Physicians Formula Mineral Wear Powder

Primer

Cruelty Free Face Primer I Have: Hard Candy Sheer Envy 12 Hour Power Primer
Cruelty Free Eye Primer I Have: E.L.F. Eyelid Primer in Sheer

Blush

Not Cruelty Free: Benefit Dandelion Blush and Benefit Coralista Blush
Cruelty Free I Have: Kat Von D Blush in Bellisima

Bronzer

Not Cruelty Free: Rimmel London Natural Bronzer in Sunshine
Cruelty Free I will be trying: I'm not sure yet! 

Highlight

Cruelty Free I Have: Wet N Wild Megaglo Highlighting Powder in Precious Petals

Eyeshadow Palettes

Not Cruelty Free: Maybelline The Rock Nudes and The 24K Nudes Palettes
Cruelty Free I Have: Anastasia Beverly Hills Modern Renaissance Palette and Morphe 35N Palette

Eyeliner

Not Cruelty Free: Covergirl Liquiline Blast
Cruelty Free I Have: Kat Von D Tattoo Liner in Trooper

Mascara

Not Cruelty Free: Rimmel London Scandaleyes Retro Glam Mascara
Cruelty Free I will be trying: I'm not sure yet on this one either, there are so many options! 

Setting Spray

Cruelty Free I Have: Milani Make It Last Setting Spray

Toner

Not Cruelty Free: L'Oreal Hydrafresh Toner
Cruelty Free I will be trying: Alba Botanica Hawaiian Facial Toner

Moisturizer

Not Cruelty Free: St. Ives Collagen Elastin Moisturizer
Cruelty Free I will be trying: Alba Botanica Hawaiian Oil Free Moisturizer


I have done a lot of research on some new products that I want that are cruelty free but my list is not with me right now, but if anyone wants to know more about cruelty free products feel free to ask! I am so very excited for this change in my life and hope that you will consider making the switch as well! ~Em 

Friday, June 9, 2017

The Start of My New Internship

Interning and Other Exciting Things

 This week I started my internship at the Ouachita Behavioral Health and Wellness Clinic and boy was it something else! I don't think I've ever felt more exhausted in my life and at the same time, learned so much information. I can't write about a lot of the specifics of my job because of HIPPA and other confidentiality rules, but I can sort of share with you what I will be doing while I am working at OBHAW. 

I initially thought that I was just going to be working with the preschool program and I also thought that the CLIMB program was only a preschool program, but after being there this week, I found out that there is both a preschool program and a program for older kids.On the first day, I worked with the preK kids. I kind of just watched and learned what I was supposed to be doing and helped out when I was needed. Most of you know that I enjoy older kids more than little ones, so that first day was pretty tough on me. The little ones are just extremely wild and being the germaphobe that I am, it's hard to get past the snotty noses and putting toys in their mouths and things of that nature. Wednesday and Thursday I got to work with the older kids though, which was much easier for me. The older kids don't have to have as much structure and can keep themselves entertained for longer. We get to take the older ones to activities like the movies and to the park, so that's a nice relief for us interns and staff. Throughout the rest of my time with the program I will probably be going back and forth between the preK rooms and the upper level rooms as I am needed. 

I have already been able to witness a lot of behavioral issues and how they are handled both by the kids and the staff. I am getting to apply what I have learned in my Human Development class to what I am seeing every day at work and I think that it is going to be really useful for my future and what I will need to know when I am a licensed counselor! I'm very excited to see what the rest of the internship has to bring for me! 

In other news, my birthday is in less than two weeks and with my dad's family I am going up to Northwest Arkansas and gonna go to Crystal Bridges because I've never been there before and my dad and stepmom are running a 5K up there that weekend anyway so we're going to hang out with my other family that lives there and have dinner with them. My mom just had surgery and so I'm not sure what we will be doing with her side of the family, because she will be healing for about a month. I have to be at work at the clinic until 3 on my birthday but after that I will get to go home and hang with my family! Also, I'm not really sure if I have written about this yet, but we are building a pool at my mom's house! They had to bring in 38 truckloads of dirt to build up our backyard to be level and on this coming Tuesday, they are coming to dig the hole for the pool! If the weather stays nice the process will hopefully be finished by the 4th of July! 


Stay tuned for more summer time updates and stories! Thanks for reading my blog guys, it means a lot to me! This is my 90th blog post and that's almost hard to believe! You guys are the best for keeping up with my blog! ~Em